I keep thinking

This aint gonna be a perfect quote or phrase ..
I just need to say something that's consuming my brain

I keep thinking if Its a good choice ...
I keep thinking why aren't you around
I cant get you off my mind
And that's my fault for giving you a chance

I wanna break this wall
and tell you that its true
I wish I could give the first step
but we both know Im not that kind of girl

I wish you could know what I'm thinking about you
But I guess that's something I cannot do

mostly? I wish you could call
maybe that would be a sign
of you telling me,
telling me you care